I will never fully understand what it takes to be normal.. I try to be and act like everyone else but it isn’t enough and it isn’t okay. It doesn’t matter if I go the extra mile or the extra ten miles.. I still won’t be enough, for anybody. I guess it is conceded to say that I truly am the only person that sees my own value. I truly am the only person that sees why I am in this world. I always think that maybe if I get far enough away I will find someone, anyone, that feels that way too. Nobody is perfect, this we know, but why is perfection demanded of us all? People mold and create you from the time you are born, but in the end it is always your fault for who you become. Besides that, people never seem to look at you as a person and accept you flaws and all. I know I have my flaws, but I am proud of the ones I do have because to me they could be a lot worse. At least I am loving, giving, caring, understanding, compassionate, strong, truthful, and self confident. However, that just causes problems… Strength, self confidence and being honest make you a target in this world filled full of insecurity. Because, as a person of this stature, you don’t need constant reassurance so it is hard to give it out. Do you ever feel like this? or am I just wasting time until the bitter end?
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Day 26 - A Song You Can Play on an Instrument
no big deal.
